you put these on."
She then opened up the dainty piece of lacy material and he saw they were delectable pale blue panties. A blush suffused his face but there was no one to notice it as Jill had returned to her bedroom. In some trepidation but in some ex- citement (in fact the excitement seemed to be growing) he put on the panties. As they slid over his white legs a new excitement al- most overcame him--what softness, what smoothness! He then began to examine the rest of the very feminine garments. A lacy bra fill- ed to shape a lovely breast, soft nylon stockings and, a very beau- tiful negligee. As he was putting on the negligee Jill poked her head round the bedroom door and seeing what he was doing, came over to help him put it on.
She then took his hand and led him into her bedroom where she seated him before her mirror. "You look sweet", she said but add- ed that she thought she ought to do something about his hair. For- tunately, for some reason, probably unconscious, he wore it rather long. Jill managed to make it look more appropriate to a girl and, as Jack watched, he saw her, with the aid of makeup, transform him into a really lovely person, a girl, not a young man. His excite- ment and feeling of strange contentment banished his fears and un- certainty. Suddenly Jill's arms were about his neck and she hugged him from behind and then told him to go back to the other room and wait for her.
He did so but did not sit down. He stood before a large mirr- or on the wall, admiring himself. Now he could account for some of the feelings he had had before this strange metamorphosis took place. Now he realized why he had not had a crew cut. He knew that his personality had a strong feminine side. This must have been with him longer than he had realized. It must have been seeking expression for many years. Now he knew why he liked to look at the very feminine things in the shops, why he always sized up women when in their presence and why sometimes he wanted to tell a girl that she was wearing the wrong purse for her outfit or the wrong jewelry. He sank into a chair and his mind continued its reverie. Suddenly he recalled several happenings during his childhood years. These made it clear to him that he had for a long time liked pretty feminine things and it flashed across his mind at times when a little boy, he had wished desperately that he might be dressed as a girl. He recalled how his mother often used to mention that she missed having had a daughter and how, on Hallowe'en she always sug- gested that he dress as a girl and somehow-now it came to him-he
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